Friday

A whole day alone in my room. Totally not fun. Big darkness inside. And i wasted the whole day.

Thursday

I think this Thursday was one of the worst ones. To be very natural and dark, it started and ended with bleeding. ( as the title sas I'm  just beinghonest) In the morning i realized i had the thing every mature girl has. I got some medicine and got better. In the school everyone was really down. We wrote an important test, and I totally failed. I'm so scared to know the result :(  After it I realized I can't talk Spanish, but the worst part of the day was when i went shopping. I chose a few clothes, and tried them on. But instead of me, the mirror showed a whale! Yes, I have to admit, I'm still fat. After I arrived at home, i started crying. nobody was at home, and it happened again...the  3rd occasion after stopping it for the whole summer...