only 1 meals a day in the last days/weeks...i tried to make myself vomit today after eating in Mc, but i couldn't....and after in the bathroom I couldn't eighter, what's wrong with me? :/ 2 days without cutting after the hips-harming day and I gotta look somehow or my P.E lesson tomorrow....my stomach hurts like hell, but i don't care. today was kinda good...