after holiday

Christmas was good, we had all the traditions. The best was Christmas Eve with mom and dad. But the 25th was kinda sad without my father. And my mom left me alone at home for hours, that made me so sad. The 26th was okay with the bigger family. Only my sister acted weird. She is so stupid! I ate too much in the last days, i need to stop. But right now it's so hard not to eat, but I'm trying. I feel so empty inside my heart. And I'm so scared.