party

The party was really wild. I danced with so many guys. I can't really remember cause I drank too much. But I remember that a boy called me slut. And he was right, i acted like a slut... And another man went way to far. He was so kind and i let him go far. I feel so weird about it now. But at least i wasn't shy with my classmates this time, maybe they like me more than before. Now i feel so sick and about to throw up, not only because of the coctails and the shots, i feel disgusted by myself. I'm not this girl. Who am I?...