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Terrible day. My stomach aches, my period came much before it was supposed to come. That sucks! It can be because I'm nervous all the time, according to my psichologist. I was at her in the 6th lesson. I was so down, cause my friends ignored me whole day, were really mean and really cruel!! Sometimes i don't like them at all. I don't wanna see them anymore! I know they have problems too, but it's not a way to solve! So the psichologyst told me i gotta go to a special therapy group or to a specialist who can prescribe me antidepressants...I think I'll choose the second. But I'm so scared. I didn't know I am this ill.. I wanna feel good again, i hate my biopolarsm. And I'm so ashamed of it. Thanks god I have this blog where i can share it.